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omigashezzamyra

pronounced oh-my-gosh-eeza-meera
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the reason why i rarely go into this website is because...
most of my friends here are very stressed out and angry about things and that scares me. no, i mean, hearing about their problems makes me think of my own. it really bothers me and it makes me stressed out as well. i wanted to make you guys feel okay, but i don't know how, i don't know what to say to you, and i don't know what to do, i was scared that you would hate me for being so stupid or like, pretending to care about you but, i really do care about you people, it's just that all of our problems are the same and there's nothing we could do to solve it together. i'm just a very weak-hearted and lonely person here who joins deviantART to cheer myself up through art and friendship with other people. but seeing that things, and people, have changed up a lot, i decided to never visit this place a lot, because it doesn't feel the same anymore. i don't feel very comfortable here anymore. this place isn't like my home anymore. i just wanted to be happy with Aran :iconklayrex: and you and other friends but things are different now. i don't wanna draw here anymore. i'm just so scared. i'm sorry if i make you angry, but really, i'm so scared now.

also, it's 12.25 am now and i can't sleep. i'm too scared and sad.
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sigh

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it's been months since i have not returned to you friends. i wish i could explain why, but my mind is just too tired about this day.. the last day of school, and... me and my parents are going to move to Keningau, Sabah...the letters sent to me by aru (which i recently read and yes, i cried), the "unrequited love" stuff happening at school and the internet... i am just too tired...
but the good thing is i am back here and... yes, this account isn't hacked anymore. i miss you guys, even my closest ones :iconklayrex: :iconbloodlustingcreature: and more... i don't remember the names, sorry. and uh, i, shezzamyra, am very, very sorry that i left you guys for so long. i'm really sorry.
uh, this is just a short note i wrote because, i am trying to pack up my things before moving to Keningau soon and... yeah, it's good to be back here with you guys. sorry again if you think this is a crappy note.
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stolen from :iconbloodlustingcreature: who stole this from :iconxxbluerazxx:

Cat:
[x] - You take pleasure in fooling/tricking people
[x] - You're easily scared
[x] - You hate getting dirty
[/] - You can be really flirty when you want to
[ ] - You keep your hair long
[x] - You don't like getting wet unless you're bathing
[x] - You like to just lounge about
[x]- You get annoyed easily
[x]- You like seafood
[x]- You can spend hours trying to make yourself look good
Total for cat: 8.5

Dog:
[ ] - You're almost always smiling
[x] - You're nice to most people and like to get to know people before you judge them
[x] - You rarely resort to violence
[x] - You would NEVER hurt your friends
[ ] - You really like tickling people, just to see if they're ticklish
[x] - You stand up for others  
[x] - You would tell everyone that you love them if it wasn't so hard on your reputation
[ ] - You don't get angry easily
[x] - You share your food with people who are out of lunch money  
Total for dog : 6

Fish:
[ ] - You're really good at swimming
[ ] - You like to swim
[/] - You like sparkly things
[/] - You are really ticklish  
[ ] - You can fit through almost any space
[ ] - You've gotten stuck in a net or/and rope before
[x] - You're romantically lost
[ ] - You're really good at keeping a straight face when you need to
[/] - You aren't very drawn to people who "stand out"
[ ] - You can wear just about anything
Total for fish: 2.5

Bug:
[ ] - You like to wear bright colors
[x] - You like vegetables
[ ] - Your entire life revolves around sparkly things
[x] - You always worry about falling prey to bullies/gossipers
[ ] - You're terrified of things that other people aren't scared of
[x] - You aren't afraid of some things that other people are terrified of
[x]  - You have been told that you lack emotion
[x] - You keep your opinions to yourself
[x] - You can be social one minute and a loner the next, and vice versa
[ ] - You are a good impersonator and/or you like to dress up as things you're not
Total for bug: 6

Rodent:
[x] - You're always prepared for something bad to happen
[x] - You make little piles of things in your room that your friends/parent(s)/guardian(s) claim is 'unorganized'
[/] - You run rather than fight from danger
[ ] - You designate people to hide behind
[x] - You say "uh/er/um" a lot
[x] - People have told you that you talk really fast before
[x] - Sometimes you stutter
[x] - You like to have pets
[x] - You far prefer animals than people
[x] - You can't trust very many people
Total for rodent: 8.5

Deer:
[ ] - You are prone to spelling errors
[x] - You have been told that you are pretty before in any given way
[/] - You are modest
[/] - You would rather run from a fight than actually fight
[x] - You would protect the ones you love
[x] - When you get really frustrated you cry
[x] - It breaks your heart to see ads about animal cruelty
[x] - You love your friends but sometimes they're mean to you
[ ] - You never say so, but you think that you're kind of pretty
[ ] - When you were little you wanted to be a princess/prince
Total for deer: 6
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GUYS
IM SMILING
LIKE A SEADWWELLER
GET IT//
AHHAHAH
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HEY GUYS GUESS WHAT
MY MOM JUST DELETED SOME OF THE PICTURES OF ME FROM MY PHONE!!111111
OH MY FUCKING COD I GIVVE UP
IM CRYING SO HARD RIGHTNW
AND I MLAUGH ING OH GOG
AHAHAHAH I LOVE MY MOM
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