the reason why i rarely go into this website is because...
most of my friends here are very stressed out and angry about things and that scares me. no, i mean, hearing about their problems makes me think of my own. it really bothers me and it makes me stressed out as well. i wanted to make you guys feel okay, but i don't know how, i don't know what to say to you, and i don't know what to do, i was scared that you would hate me for being so stupid or like, pretending to care about you but, i really do care about you people, it's just that all of our problems are the same and there's nothing we could do to solve it together. i'm just a very weak-hearted and lonely person here who joins deviantART to cheer myself up through art and friendship with other people. but seeing that things, and people, have changed up a lot, i decided to never visit this place a lot, because it doesn't feel the same anymore. i don't feel very comfortable here anymore. this place isn't like my home anymore. i just wanted to be happy with Aran
and you and other friends but things are different now. i don't wanna draw here anymore. i'm just so scared. i'm sorry if i make you angry, but really, i'm so scared now.
also, it's 12.25 am now and i can't sleep. i'm too scared and sad.